Well i've finally got my arse in gear and have been granted a Visa. I was originally planning to head to Savannah to become a roofing tiler, but the government made things extremly difficult to get into america, but i've been trying since october and this result has culminated now.
However, on a brighter note, i came across info for Australia and applied for a visa anyway, and VOILA! 2 1/2 weeks later i'm allowed in, SCORE!
So now the big decisions are being made, i have to possibly find a new home for my dog, sell the car and basically everything that i own, and still have money to survive on, it'll be rough but worth it in my opinion.
As for the love interest thing, oh my god i can't stop thinking about her and it's destroying my sanity, but i think i may have fucked up my chances with her. I'm sad but hopefully she will remain my friend. This tears me up inside, i need her friendship if nothing else and now with me going away i don't know if i'll get it resolved in time...